jayMck
New Member
I've been an avid cyclist for close to 30 years. When I injured my back 20 years ago, cycling turned from a joy to torture. I spent years adjusting my bars and saddle, popping Advil before and after rides, stretching before, during and after. All to no avail. I rode with pain constantly.
When I read Dr Sarno, within a month my lower back pain on the bike was gone. TMS was real and I was convinced.
But here's my question: riding was a good trigger for TMS because I was sure that I had messed my back up pretty badly (installing a brick patio) and that cycling aggravated it. If only I rested, it would get better. But resting was torture! I needed to ride. So I think that set up a cycle (pun intended). Ride-pain-ride...
But lately with this pinched nerve I find myself waking up morning between 2 and 4 a.m. with a sharp pain in my neck and in my left shoulder. Last night I got out of bed, took a 15 minute hot shower and then popped 4 Advil (I know. I swore last night if it happened I wouldn't use medication. But I was pissed off.) Anyway, I got back in bed, practiced taking deep breaths, talking to my brain, meditating, running through all the reasons that I know it's TMS and not structural and within 10 minutes I was asleep and slept till 7:15.
So I feel bad that I took Advil. But I'm wondering if there are any reasons my subconscious would be waking me out of a sound sleep to address this when I already spend so much time on it during the day. Does my subconscious even hate dreaming about it? Cause I did have a dream a week ago that seemed to deal with my issues.
Jay
When I read Dr Sarno, within a month my lower back pain on the bike was gone. TMS was real and I was convinced.
But here's my question: riding was a good trigger for TMS because I was sure that I had messed my back up pretty badly (installing a brick patio) and that cycling aggravated it. If only I rested, it would get better. But resting was torture! I needed to ride. So I think that set up a cycle (pun intended). Ride-pain-ride...
But lately with this pinched nerve I find myself waking up morning between 2 and 4 a.m. with a sharp pain in my neck and in my left shoulder. Last night I got out of bed, took a 15 minute hot shower and then popped 4 Advil (I know. I swore last night if it happened I wouldn't use medication. But I was pissed off.) Anyway, I got back in bed, practiced taking deep breaths, talking to my brain, meditating, running through all the reasons that I know it's TMS and not structural and within 10 minutes I was asleep and slept till 7:15.
So I feel bad that I took Advil. But I'm wondering if there are any reasons my subconscious would be waking me out of a sound sleep to address this when I already spend so much time on it during the day. Does my subconscious even hate dreaming about it? Cause I did have a dream a week ago that seemed to deal with my issues.
Jay