Today is about doctors. I think there are 2 main frightening things my doctors have said. Once my doctor said it could be the Lyme disease because my symptoms couldn't be explained and I had some similar symptoms. We have a blood test in the netherlands for it but it isn't fully reliable, fortunally mine came back negative. The other frightening my doctor once or even more than once said to me when I explained my symptoms and we already tried many things is: I don't know, I can't help you. This will especially stay with me. It was like some (not all of them) doctors wanted to think outside their box just their box and if they didn't knew well that sucked for the patient and they had to find their way theirselves. This made me angry and sad sometimes although I didn't always express that.