The most disheartening thing a doctor has told me is that I have degenerative discs and bulging discs (with no explanation) and that I need to just learn to deal with my pain (NO BEDSIDE MANNER). I was also having TMS digestive issues and had a colonoscopy done which found a precancerous polyp which perplexed the doctor since I was only 26, he wanted to get an endoscopy (with no explanation why) but I cannot afford it which just scared me more. I have kept a lot of resentment and anger against the many doctors that have failed to help me while charging an arm and a leg, this has been masked by the massive amounts of fear and hopelessness I had that I would never get better or to hold future children which devastated me. Since finding out about and being diagnosed with TMS my pain has reduced significantly and I am restoring my life! I have never had a more positive happy outlook on life and cannot wait to take on the world and get in touch with my emotions!