I feel all discombobulated today. I am having a hard time making my mind flow on anything.I tried writing a letter to the People Pleaser and the person who has to be always Right. Dear Ms People Pleaser. I know you watch very closely the facial expressions, body language and words to see if I have pleased you. You can see the disappointment or hear the questioning in my tone of voice which means you didn’t do your job right/correctly. You weren't right and you are disappointing me. When this happens you have this heavy dark cloud that sits in the middle of your forehead. If you are right then I will be happy then you will be happy. If you are wrong I am unhappy with you and you will be devastated. People Pleaser get out of my mind, I don't care what other people think. I lift myself up with self-confidence. Stop following me around. Get off my back and Get out of my life. P. S. Mother, if you had only just loved me. I am loveable and likeable. I have endured so much pain all my life because of you. All the things I did trying to get you to love me. Just love me. What can I do to make you love me? Dad, you too. Just tell me what! No, I have not connected my emotions to my pain. Well, maybe, when I am taking care of my parents my pelvic floor will tie in knots.