Did I learn anything? Maybe… If you had told me 2 months ago that I was a perfectionist who treats himself badly, I would have said you don’t know me at all. If you had told me, before this program, that I might be having issues about aging I would have said you’re nuts, I could care less about growing old. If you had talked to me about soothing my inner child I would have told you about my monsters from the ID. Today I know that I’m a perfectionist who has repressed a river of sadness about growing old. It really is a child who wants to be heard, not a monster out to make my life a living hell. Does knowing any of the above help? For me it does. Obviously there is more to be discovered. I’m mostly pain free now, but it’s not over. TMS is problem for me, but also an opportunity. I am going to give it a rest for now. …….To Be Continued……….