Nattycakes
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P.S. I totally didn't mean to come off as bossy.. Especially telling you to not DARE take meds.. It's just they have such terrible side effects and your body stops producing the feel good stuff and becomes dependant on them.. You know what I mean 
One other thing though.. That really hit home to me with what you said is.. That when you connect with your emotional pain.. Your physical pain vanishes! Isn't this SO interesting? I experienced that a lot where I'd go through cycles of this. It really is all the same thing though. But one day I'd feel just fine emotionally, but I couldn't turn my head because my neck muscle was wack, THEN the next day my body would feel fine, but I'd want to crawl out of my skin with the emotions that I was feeling.. Really interesting...
One other thing though.. That really hit home to me with what you said is.. That when you connect with your emotional pain.. Your physical pain vanishes! Isn't this SO interesting? I experienced that a lot where I'd go through cycles of this. It really is all the same thing though. But one day I'd feel just fine emotionally, but I couldn't turn my head because my neck muscle was wack, THEN the next day my body would feel fine, but I'd want to crawl out of my skin with the emotions that I was feeling.. Really interesting...