Hi folks IAm really stressed right now but coping it. My sister came to take care of me and my 3 month old baby from out of country. She just left today and Iwas literally missing her tons also have fears of who will take care of my baby and other kids.husband is a huge support but this pain is just killing me (sciatica leg pain and lower back pain). I just journal about it too 2 in the morning that how sad I am about my sister leaving also fearful of my future what if my things remain the same?. I truly believe it's a TMS but read somewhere about structure structure structure on this forum lately. My friend gave me Sarnos book and I read it my pain didn't go away but I believe I have TMS because of my personality traits which almost all belong to me (forum ones)more as well. I also believe that I have TMS because I have no other choice.mImstopped going to physical therapy just taking pain at least twice a day. WHAT in the World am I doing Wrong?????. Plz guide me of what to do. My spine docs told me its my L4L5 disc and the nucleus touching my sciatica nerve and causing pain????? Is it structural..????