Day Three. Although this exercise was not called for yet, I felt an urge to journal about a recent emotionally painful event. When I did, the well of buried feelings burst. I found out that my anger at this recent event was related to a much more painful past event which was related to a still more painful circumstance which was really my choice and that I had not taken responsibility for this choice. I was still blaming others, or life circumstances...not accepting that is was my responsibility. Because, it was too painful to accept. When I accepted that it was my choice...and stopped blaming myself...and chose to love myself instead, my pain went away. Huh. Go figure.