I don't know if anyone struggles with this, but I am overly critical of myself. I have always been. Delving into the emotional exercises I hold a lot of guilt as I was a baby really wanted by my parents. They tried 6 years to have me. I have always felt like I have to be a 'good human being' to live up to their expectations of trying to hard to bring me into their life. I know that is unrealistic. So part of the TMS journey, is unraveling how critical I am of myself. Before TMS I would be critical about everything: - body weight - acne - my hair Very superficial things. I don't think of these things much since my TMS developed 6 months ago. Now I am critical of myself for having TMS. This journey is going to help me with these aspects of myself. More self love, less criticism.