Today I would like to journal about the power of doubt and how it effects my tms beliefs. During my tms journey which started last Sept it been a roller cost ride from 100% belief to incredible counts when flares of pain last a few days. My mind starts to run the game of should I go back to the doctors should I have stayed on the meds its a incredible emotional rollercoaster. But when doubt comes knocking I keep repeating that its tms and the pain is from repressed emotions that the pain can't hurt me. Its mentally exhausting to keep confirming that its tms but I continue to moving on the journey. I feel there is contradiction or confusion, regarding these terms we use don't try to heal is my favorite along with do the work. God is this a contradiction can some one clear this up.