Dear S/mo.../mother I forgive you. I am at peace with how you are now. I respect that you have your bubble & and are not to be disturbed from it. It's taken me decades to realize that, but I understand. In a way, I am like that too. I have a friend in total pain, she's obviously got so much TMS that she's in the hospital and I feel that her energy drags me down. It's hard because we've both been in a supportive network for each other for at least a decade. But I don't want to be there. In a way, I think you can get TMS from others. I definitely got worse stomach issues since I've known her. I already had them yet they increased to where I had real serious ulcers. I think I took on her pain, but I must not. I need to deal with my own stuff only, and focus on healing. Focus on my family, my dh in particular. Today I go forward with love, light and healing. I am sending that out from me to the world. I am also sending love, light, healing and forgiveness to myself too. I am getting better. Last night I was able to do 3 songs on Zumba World Party on "medium" intensity and I loved it. Loved being challenged. Loved being able to do this. I want to be 100% better today but it seems to be taking a while. That's ok, every day, every step forward is a good one. I am sending my feet good energy. They are great. My left foot in particular is important and loved. And I will stop the negative messages to it, stop the pathway to pain. Just stop. I love you left foot. I love the heel, the arch, the ankles. You are so important to me. You are the greatest. You are healing every single day. You go forward with love and we all know you love to dance and walk. That is all for now.