I really enjoyed the free write today. I wrote about a pass tray!atic experience when I first caught my wife having a affair let's just say I let it all out . it brought out some ( good pain) all over I welcomed it . It seems there is still a lot more in the tank but thats OK. I will not fight it when it wants to come out I will just let it flow. I find doing the SEP again after 8 months is helping more know that I am more familiar with tms and all the trickery your mind can do. I always enjoy when I have a few painless days, and all of the sudden I am in agony the next . I always and say , you are a real bitch but I have you figured. Sorry for the explicit.