Today was the 1st day of writing the journal. Must admit after all these years (40+) after reading what I wrote still brought tears to my eyes..Hopefully, this is a step forward. I also decided to give myself a special treat and go for a 45 min drive to a place that I been wanting to go. I know doesn't sound like much, but I have been experiencing chronic pelvic pain for over a year, and not being able to sit for more than 20 min's at a time. Started as a back ache, which is fine now...like many others experience, pain tends to move around..