This is easy - I seem to have less and less control on my emotions which makes life much harder, albeit more honest. I know it is much better for the emotions to be out rather than tightly kept under wraps as I used to do, but I find it very difficult at times to be so "at the mercy" of my emotions. And of course, what personality trait does this link into - the supreme need for control! so this is a very hard one for me. I used to "pride" myself on being so unflappable and calm.........well, that has certainly changed !