Read mbp chapter and did day 3 schecter. This post is for yesterdays accountability. I had a great realization last night while talking with my husband. I realized that worrying about the possibility if "having" to go off my antidepressants was just another diversion tactic, just like the pain. It made me start thinking the program wouldn't work for me, etc. etc. But I broke through all the crap and am so proud of myself. I know the program will work for me if I do my part and I am NOT going to let my unconscious mind sabotage me this time. I realize it has MANY diversion tactics, not just pain and I know that awareness will aid me in sticking with the program.