Day 3- Started my Past Traumatic Events/Stress List. Really I could put a lot down but I suck with three because I was just too tired to do more. Throughout the last couple days I have been thinking about things, mostly the things that make me sad/mad come to mind. Not so much from my childhood but instead failures of my own. I am trying not to look at them in a critic/pressure/fear way but it leaks in and I am sad/mad....disappointed, I keep rereading some of the instructive literature from the TMS recovery site and then I relax a little. My pain is in remission but tension builds up in my back and I feel like laying down. Still plugging along and hopeful.