This pain started during a very stressful time with relationships as well as health. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be posting this in here but I am: Things that make me feel angry are the fact that the pain stopped me from my life and living like a 25 year old. I am angry that the pelvic pain keeps me from riding my horse. I am angry that the last person I was intimate with was an abusive relationship, and now I can not be intimate with a person I love and who loves me very much. I am angry I am not able to work like I used to. Things that make me feel sad are the fact that I want my freedom back and independence. I am sad that I have to rely on my family at this point and I see all of my friends living their lives the way I always wanted to. I don't like feeling this sad and depressed daily. Activities I miss: riding my horse, working, eating any food I want without being afraid it will hurt my bladder/pelvic.