Well I am so very pleased to say I know I am getting better. I totally understand now that my repressed emotions are showing them self through pain. I feel like I'm starting to live again. I'm looking forward to each new day, it's so wonderful. My dream is to get off my meds, I hate putting these toxic tablets into my body. I have started to wean myself off, but so scared the pain will come back in force if I just stop completely. But I WILL GET OFF THESE TOXIC MEDS , Thanks for reading this.