Think of a person in your life from whom you hide your emotions. What is preventing you from telling this person how you feel? I think of Mrs D. I want to tell her that what she did really hurt me. But I won't as I know it will cause arguments and hurt for both of us. Even now writing this I feel a little kick from TMS. It's like if I don't tell her I can't rid myself of the hurt I think I'm dealing with consciously but am understanding that subconsciously has not let go. Conciously I'm dealing with this pain. Sorry to ramble but a penny just dropped. I'm suppressing this hurt even as I type. Thanks for listening.