I have read Healing Back Pain and read and listened to quite a bit about TMS and it makes sense, but my main fear is that I won’t be able to overcome my repressed emotions or address them in whatever way is necessary to stop the pain. I know some people recover just by reading the book but as that hasn’t worked yet i’m worried that I will need to address my repressed emotions to stop the pain and i won’t be able to. Although I am angry at lots of global problems and that the amount of suffering in the world I find it hard to identify more personal things I am angry about as I have never suffered abuse or significant trauma. I am also stuck when it comes to outcome independence as I find it almost impossible not to care whether i’m in pain. Thirdly I feel like the conditioning to feel pain while in certain positions or doing certain conditions is so strong, I am worried I will not be able to overcome this conditioning. Sometimes I wonder why I first had pain eg when sitting at a computer when I’d managed to do it for several years without pain. This confuses me how conditioning worked in this instance as I don’t know why my subconscious would have expected pain in that position when I hadn’t had pain then previously. I would be very grateful for any feedback. Thank you.