I am so hopeful and encouraged by hearing people's stories of healing. Its been a week since I came across TMS and really started to explore and believe that this is what I am dealing with. I have a lot of fear surrounding my pain and a lot of dramatic health issues throughout my life, starting with a traumatic brain injury at the age of 10. Imaging a life without chronic pain is a big step. I want so badly to believe 100% that I will get to that place, but I have a protective level of doubt so I don't get disappointed again. I have already seen progress which is so encouraging. I have also felt the return of pain and the discouraging and frustrating feelings that come with that. I am worried that I won't be able to do this on my own.