Hello. I'm here because I have nowhere else to go. I'm 28 and have suffered with lower back, pelvic, and butt pain for nearly my entire adult life-going on 10 years in fact. It comes it goes. It has no rhyme or reason. It can last a day or it can last months. I've tried it all and nothing helps. I stumbled across the tms diagnosis through another forum pudendal hope. Thought I would look into it and it sounded reasonable so I bought Dr. Sarnos book. It describes me to a t. I'm a perfectionist. I put too much pressure on myself. I'm the biggest bully I've ever met. I look in the mirror and see nothing but disappointment because all that this pain has taken away from me. After reading the book I'm here to start the program. I know that I must believe in the tms diagnosis 100% for it to be effective and reading the book alone brought me out of a month long flare by just simply providing me with knowledge. Then a week later i was back in pain and I'm struggling to 100% believe. I'm also a nurse and I was trained to equate everything to a physical problem and not emotional. I'm going to keep going though going to get to the bottom of this.