Started Schecters program today. 2 days ahead of schedule. Shame issues came up today which go back to some of my first memories of covering or wanting to cover my face when someone took my picture. Hated that camera pointing at me. I didn't want anyone to look straight at me or single me out in anyway, even before school age. No memories about why. Many memories of why starting about 3/4th grade. I was too skinny, I had a moustache, my dad drank, our house was ugly. My 2 front teeth were broken where I had fallen on them. Lots of shame and embarrassment throughout entire childhood, got pregnant at 15, quit school & got married at 16. Also started re-eading Sarno Mind body Prescription today. First chapter. Awesome. Schechter assignment. So much you forget the first time around. Perfect read for me.