What would a life without TMS mean to you? Life without TMS would mean a resumption of full activity that enabled me to maintain a level of clarity and wellbeing on a daily basis. Although I was training heavily prior to developing TMS, I feel that since it has developed my energy levels and overall motivation has been at an all time low. This is obviously less then ideal given that I used physical activity as a method of dealing with day to day issues like stress, anxiety and overwhelming feelings. I'm not saying a life without TMS would be all sugar coated roses but it would be reclaiming certain passions that I feel have been taken away from me since the development of TMS. I love walking...I walked the Camino De Santiago in Spain, The Great Ocean Road in Australia and would do this for upto 50kms a day, with a bag carrying all me belongings for that particular trip. This is something I crave so so much. I miss the adventures that life would take me on as I had no physical limitations. I miss getting up in the morning and wondering would challenges lay ahead of me. A life without TMS would be a life with far less limitations. Of course life is going to throw many challenges at me, but I want to get back the Gym, Running and Walking long distances as my way of dealing with any challenge that is thrown my way. At the time of developing TMS I was training for a 100km Ultra Marathon and things have derailed since then (about 18months ago). I life without TMS would be taking challenges like these. I love the quote by Mark Twain " Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover" This is what a life without TMS means to me...Exploring, dreaming and discovering new things.