Update 15th November 2023
I've gone through ups and downs regarding to my TMS symptoms, but overall I feel better. My wrist pain improved significantly, now I got back to my music academy and can play complicated parts on accordion, which I couldn't do in September. Also gradually I could practice more on my instrument without feeling discomfort, now I can do it for 1-1,5 hours with is fine to me for now. First few weeks of October haven't been so good - I could play 15-30 minut max, and then I had to stop. Also I think I developed dry eye, I consider it a TMS symptom, because I don't see any logical cause of that. Also, I haven't done SEP regurarly, but i menaged to spend time on reading a book by John Sarno - Mind/Body Prescription. It also helped me through harder times. One symptom improved also a lot - it was ear pain. I can listen to music longer now, and without pain. I also menaged to overcome a fear of phisical exercice - I started with gentle home workouts with stretching as well. My journey isn't over, I see I have to maintain my path. To anyone who is reading this - there is hope! Some people just have to work on it longer than others. Take care!