so the past couple months have been very hard for me. I feel i discovered sarno "too soon" into my symptoms for my brain to fully accept and feeling this has caused me the most tension. I feel like having "tms" still scares me. anyway i had an emotional breakdown about everything with suicidal thoughts last week and cried for 1and a half days straight. my boyfriend was there thankfully and is just amazing and held me through it all. well after that breakdown my symptoms basically dissipated for 3 days and i had a hemmeroid flare *which in the past was always the last symptom to appear after my pelvic pain when i thougt it was all just bladder inf*. but my anxiety about it coming back increased again and i kept telling myself well clearly this is TMS because your symptoms wouldnt just disappear after a crying session sporadically. But now my symptoms are back and worse than ever and spreading. Has anyone found that they almost discovered sarno too soon, had a really tough time re implementing it but found somethung helpful? i force myself to sit because i know sitting doesnt cause the pain its jist conditioned. this tms thing sure is a big black box of fun for some of us.