So I could make a long story short but that would be impossible. My symptoms are nuts. What started as a seizure or passing out ended with some of the bizarre symptoms that would make a good movie. Then it occurred to me that maybe all these other symptoms could have been brought on by fear or stress. The fear of why I collapsed. Went an entire month before a mri to make sure I didn't have a brain tumor. FEAR A nurse practioner read my ekg and said she thought I'd had a heart attack. FEAR Sent to a cardiologist and had to wait on that test. FEAR Had a pain in my side and told I had a enlargement of common duct in gallbladder, could be a tumor.FEAR Sent for a hyda scan that showed nothing. Had what I thought was a gallbladder attack. Twice and landed me in ER CAT SCAN was done and showed a lung nodule! FEAR Sent to Markey cancer center and told it was only 6mm and could be anything .but the word cancer caused FEAR Sent for colonoscopy and upper endoscope because of the side pain. Had horrible pain after and researched side effects and thought they'd lacerated an organ , pain went from right side to left and lower back. FEAR Exray of my neck, because heck, let's just throw in some neck pain and back while we are at it. Showed a hot mess in my neck and lower back.FEAR Felt of my back and found a knot. Google sacral knot and cancer pops up. FEAR Now, we are talking about a woman who hasn't been sick in 8 years. Then out of the blue has all this stuff go wrong with them. Not one doctor can figure out why I am having all this random pain. Not one. I was told to do yoga. Three general doctors, a cardiologist, a neurologist, a gastrointestinal doctor( who I think made me worse and said he'd do a barium swallow..NOT) and ruemitolgist who the pulmonary doctor Sent me to because a blood test came back abnormal, ( thought I had LUPUS!) Cannot find anything wrong except for bulged disc and artheritis and scoliosis. I've had that for years by the way. I was an avid horse rider, kayaker and hiker for goodness sake. Was never fearful and these last 6 months have sent me nose diving with unexplained symptoms, not to mention I'm horribly depressed. I went today to see a massage therapist who believes in the mind and body and TMS. I came home feeling better than I had in 6 months. Still in pain with my sides but better. I believe FEAR has Sent me spiraling.