Eric "Herbie" Watson
Beloved Grand Eagle
(Quote- Max 2094)-Well I had basically come good and had improved a great deal from where i was a month ago.
On Saturday morning I went for about a 5km walk and ran some of the way too. I felt good afterwards and then went surfing with no pain at all while doing this.
I was pain free for hours after all this activity and felt great. Later in the evening while at a friends place I had a similar spasm to the one I had a month ago and it's still very painful now days later. Conditioning plays a part with any activity that has caused pain before but I didnt expect pain at all doing the activity/exercise and the fact that the spasm occurred many hours after the activity is just more confirmation the pain is not coming from a physical issue.
Still really hurts though and it is tiring having to continually pick myself up and start all over again once I feel a little better.
The relapses of pain are seeming to become more frequent then last longer once they're here.
Thanks to everyone for all the great input in this thread.
Max
(Quote-Eric Watson)-max i hurt plenty while i was re-covering
i never thought it would leave-i used the affirmations everyday-still do
it keeps the stressors doun-
but you did start using your affirmations again right-
you said you was using them and you stopped then the pain came back.
After you hurt -you do give the pain time to re-side while you journal and face your emotions right
now listen-when we journal or face and we see these angers and anxietys-
we cant let them be our new triggers-im not saying your doing this....
but i was at first-i remember thinking of my dad and some issues we went thru with him,
and the next thing you know i was stressing over that-NO-this wasnt the way.
i had to learn to see all those old hurtful memories in a new light of acceptance
we will heal-and we will have conditioning that we thought was just crazy but
we have to become at peace with them and re-lease them through acceptance.
Dereks numbers 1 and 2 state to be kind to your self-i had to learn to stop
letting the super ego beat me up-but then we have to learn again.
theres a lot of good people reaching out to you-have you practiced the mindfulness?
were here-god bless
On Saturday morning I went for about a 5km walk and ran some of the way too. I felt good afterwards and then went surfing with no pain at all while doing this.
I was pain free for hours after all this activity and felt great. Later in the evening while at a friends place I had a similar spasm to the one I had a month ago and it's still very painful now days later. Conditioning plays a part with any activity that has caused pain before but I didnt expect pain at all doing the activity/exercise and the fact that the spasm occurred many hours after the activity is just more confirmation the pain is not coming from a physical issue.
Still really hurts though and it is tiring having to continually pick myself up and start all over again once I feel a little better.
The relapses of pain are seeming to become more frequent then last longer once they're here.
Thanks to everyone for all the great input in this thread.
Max
(Quote-Eric Watson)-max i hurt plenty while i was re-covering
i never thought it would leave-i used the affirmations everyday-still do
it keeps the stressors doun-
but you did start using your affirmations again right-
you said you was using them and you stopped then the pain came back.
After you hurt -you do give the pain time to re-side while you journal and face your emotions right
now listen-when we journal or face and we see these angers and anxietys-
we cant let them be our new triggers-im not saying your doing this....
but i was at first-i remember thinking of my dad and some issues we went thru with him,
and the next thing you know i was stressing over that-NO-this wasnt the way.
i had to learn to see all those old hurtful memories in a new light of acceptance
we will heal-and we will have conditioning that we thought was just crazy but
we have to become at peace with them and re-lease them through acceptance.
Dereks numbers 1 and 2 state to be kind to your self-i had to learn to stop
letting the super ego beat me up-but then we have to learn again.
theres a lot of good people reaching out to you-have you practiced the mindfulness?
were here-god bless