Hello! Just a quick introduction, I have been struggling with my weight and eating for more than 15 years and I just couldn't follow through a healthy eating/exercise regime without feeling TMS pain in the form of back pain, stomach pain, other musculoskeletal pain and now chest pains. So basically, I haven't had any success with my endeavor. Although I dismiss my physical pain that I feel when I am in the middle of healthy program as TMS still it's quite difficult for me (yes, excuses excuses!). Recently, I tried another program, and there it went, then the chest pains came, like proper heaviness, shortness of breath and changes in my ECG. As in I was scared that I was dying. The doctor said it is not that morbid so just to take it easy and just come back when it's persistent. Okay fine. So I started to go back to mindless eating and now I am feeling so bad about it but I don't have any chest pains. But I have so much pain as disappointment and feeling like a failure in my being. Same shit really. I don't know, chest pains are scary and I don't know I am really really sad about my never ending battle. Any ideas? Thanks in advance.