Hi everyone, I am new to this forum but not TMS. I've dealt with back pain before in addition to other TMS-related pain. This year has been super intense following the birth of my second child. First, came the teeth issues (root canal, extraction, cavities, antibiotics), then a series of colds, now a swollen painful foot! And we are just about to move.
Here's what's going on (and THANK YOU in advance for reading--I am feeling super isolated and depressed about all this):
Gradually, over the last month or so, my left foot has been hurting on and off. Since it started out of the blue, and came and went, I assumed it was TMS. And largely just a temporary annoyance, no big deal. Then, during the last week or so, it really amped up to the point where I was limping. Still, I went for my walks and tended to my anxiety and gave it little attention. Sunday night I could barely walk. The top of my foot, along the outside edge, is red and swollen so that you can't see the bones across the top. It looks pretty awful actually and I got a lump in my throat when I saw it--shoot! Have I been injuring myself in an effort to treat TMS?!?!
The reason why I assumed it's TMS: I have been in a funk this last year with stress, worry and symptoms (that unfruitful loop). Lots of dental work, lots of anxiety. In fact, three nights ago I had a panic attack--probably my 4th or 5th in my lifetime. It actually turned out to be a pretty spiritual experience, as I stayed with my breath and calmed myself down. And it worked. We are moving to a new town in a different state, leaving our home, friends and community (and childcare!) in two weeks. We did this about 4 year ago, again for my husband's work) and it is challenging, scary and exhausting. Plus, I cannot be limping around right now. Naturally, I assumed: a perfect storm for TMS symptoms. But bright red skin and swelling? Im worried now about a stress fracture. I've also struggled most of my adult life with an eating disorder has due to all this stress have lost too much weight (it's a crutch). Maybe bone density is low and I really did injure it.
I've not had swelling like this before with TMS so would love to hear about people's experience. I guess to first step here is to go see a doctor, I'm just hesitant because most are looking for a structural cause and will find "something" wrong. I don't want to go in only to be scared. And how can I move with two small girls when i can't even walk. UGH!
I am grateful for this community of support and any advice you can offer.