A summary of my story which I originally posted Dec 2015: I had injured my neck on an amusement park in August 2015 and that same night I started getting numbness and pain in my arms and legs. The neck pain didn't start later. Went through physical therapy, acupuncture, chiropractor, neurologists, neurosurgeon, 2 mris, X-rays, emg, gabapentin and nothing helped. The pain was unbearable. Started reading healing back pain and TMS and the pain started to diminish around January 2016 with some minor relapses. I have been doing well for the past 2 years. I would still get some weird sensations but nothing painful. This past Wednesday I lifted my neices son in a baby carrier to take to his doctor's appointment. He is 1 years old and shouldn't be carried in a carrier so the weight was around 30 lbs? I have feelings of resentment towards my niece because she didn't make an effort to carry her own son. I was just driving them to a doctors visit as the baby was sick. That same night I started to feel the weird sensations in my arms and legs and then the neck pain. I currently have the same symptoms as before. Shooting pain, numbness, cramping, twitching etc. I am going crazy now as I never thought I would have to deal with this again. It was one of the worst experiences in my life. I am re-analyzing my situation and thinking that my original pain was actually structural and never TMS and that my neck eventually healed and now I injured it again? I can't understand why it would affect my arms and legs unless something is touching my spinal cord? I haven't had any good sleep since Wednesday and I don't know what to do. I don't want to go through the whole process of again of going to the doctors, pt etc. I know if I get another MRI, it won't look good and will increase my anxiety and will delay my healing. I feel scared. My husband is supportive, but he did have a breaking point with my last episode.