Anyone have any experience with body dysmorphic disorder and TMS? I've had really aggressively negative feelings regarding the way I look from mid teens onwards. That's also gotten wrapped up with anxiety, because I have anxiety that anxiety ages me more quickly etc. I haven't looked in a mirror, except by accident, in a decade. It's hard to describe, because I think it's quite different from vanity. It has less to do with wanting to look like brad pitt and more to do with thinking that everyone can see my anxiety and that it's causing me to shrivel up or turn into something horrible. I feel like a ghost. Also, I think I look about 10 years older than my age (I'm 25 and I think I look more like 35 or 40), and I think this is the result of constant anxiety and part of me feels like therefore it's my fault (I know this is mixed up). For me, it's really just about neck up... but I think this sort of thing can manifest in a lot of different ways and may be most closely related to anorexia.