Boston Redsox
Well Known Member
After 30 hrs of low pain , today I have been fighting a bad flare which I could not tame with breathing or meditating I think I just feed it a handful of fear and worry to increase the levels I had to goto med cabinet and take my gabapentin. I am not going to beat myself up about it was the only way I saw I could take care of myself tonight.i know it's going to be a long rd and I am not setting anytime time tables.