Hi everyone. It has been awhile since I've been on the forums. I've been seeing a TMS therapist the past 6 months which has helped a little, but I feel like progress is still slow. I have been going through so much stuff and have been off of these boards for awhile. i'm backsliding like crazy. I have a completely new symptom and don't know how to determine if it is TMS or not. My left foot is having stabbing pains whenever I walk. It is almost preventing me from walking. This is a completely new symptom. The source of the pain seems to be on the side of the foot between the heel and the ankle and along the side of the foot. So its more the side of the foot at the bottom. I'm thinking its either TMS or I did something to it when exercising at the gym when running or doing side planks with the way I planted my feet and perhaps bent them. It has been 4 days of excrutiating pain which hasn't gotten any better. ON an emotional level, this week my wife and I are meeting with lawyers and realtors about moving forward with our divorce. On top of that, I'm also starting to feel confused about the divorce process. On top of that, I'm in between new meds for my anxiety and obsessive thinking. My TMS doctor had thought meds may help during treatment on a low dosage. My pains are all flaring up beyond belief this week and I cannot stop crying. I'm crying 4-5 times a day. I actually feel this hole that is in my chest like it is completely tight and knotted up. The hole is pure loneliness. While my wife and I might not work on an intimate level (it was my decision and she wants to try and work it out), she is a great friend and I don't have many and i'm scared to be alone and lose the one person I have. In addition, I'm feeling pains in my fingers and hands and starting to wonder if the change in the weather can be contributing to the those pains. I started feeling pain about a year ago last October and I'm worried about going right back to that state and wonder if it has to do with the temperature. In addition, my tinnitus was doing a little better but is also fired up this week. I do acknowledge I have so much going on. I just don't know at one point I should do something about getting medical attention about my foot. I can't pinpoint a moment when it would have gotten injured and if TMS can affect the side of the bottom of the foot. I just feel so overwhelmed and am starting to fall into that fear pattern again of obsessing about my body and also being terrified of going backwards and having all my symptoms come back full force. The sadness and anxiety are unreal and I've been having trouble sleeping at night the past few nights.