So I've had a couple of moments where i was skeptic about whether or not i should consider myself as a TMS patient, but over time going through SEP program made me believe that i was indeed a TMS victim. I've read 'Healing the back pain', read many success stories. It's a slow and steady work as i'm addressing my emotions day in and day out, i've made progress and i'm in more control of my anger then i've ever been in the past, i started to let go things or memories that were bothering me but my fear is somewhat that i've not been able to dealt with perfectly, i would say that is what that's been holding me back. For example, it was two days back when my mother had severe stomach ache, we quickly learned that her sugar level was high as she had long been a diabetic patient. Immediately after i learned that the negative emotions like veined into by blood stream, like something worse is gonna happen and this is something like i've been trying desperately to overcome, yet i've setbacks. I know SEP is a good program and is going to keep me progressing but i also need some help or advice on what i can possibly do beside SEP to overcome these negative emotions.