I am sick of Acronyms. I am just gonna call it "It" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autonomous_sensory_meridian_response (Autonomous sensory meridian response - Wikipedia) That being said.... I was searching for certain recorded sounds on youtube the other night. I was miserable with a busted tooth (waiting for surgery) and I remembered a 'secret' I have known for as long as I can remember. I can get lost in 'it' There are certain sounds that can trigger this 'place' I can get to in my head. Besides feeling OMG amazing, It always ends up knocking me out into the most blissful sleep. I have used every drug on the face of the planet and the only thing I can compare it too is Heroin/Morphine. Complete peace, bliss, euphoria...whatever...zonk. When I was younger 'it' would just happen. As I got older I started to notice 'it' happened under certain circumstances. A few of them I saved for special times when I am alone and really needed it...felt like a guilty pleasure. It was Usually triggered by certain voices Nothing sexual about it, however when Immersed in it I am useless to the world. If it begins while I am at work or something I have to 'unhook' it lest I not be able to do my job. Of course when I realized the other night it's not just some peculiarity of my own, I thought about TMS sufferers. It is like the anti-tms I did read Plum's old string on this subject. This isn't like the pleasant meditative effect of white noise like a river or a storm...and it is NOT getting in touch with my feminine side. I am about as 'toxic' of a male you will meet.... it is a completely separate psycho-physiological phenomena in it's own right and definitely needs to be looked into. Soo...anybody else get it?