On the question of what apprehensions I have about the program or life in general. I think the one big fear is that if I really get in touch with myself that I will break apart my relationship with my husband. There's no real reason to expect that. There are tensions in our relationship, and I do withhold some feelings there, but it seems to me that these are not extraordinary or relationship threatening. The fear seems to be supercharged by my life long abandonment issues and my people-pleasing personality.