It's been a few months now and i got worse. I continued activity behind pc and went journalling. I also saw a TMS coach in the Netherlands and currently seeing a psychologist. I was convinced i have TMS but the pain and tired and heart skips are so bad that i cant continue. It really feels like my ulnar nerve is damaged or entrapped or something. Pain is from pinky to underarm tot trapezius to spine. Cant i be damaged from 16 hours a day gaming addiction in the past? I went through the pain for years with alcohol and drugs. How can i know im not damaged. This pain didnt suddenly appear. It was gradual when behind computer and especially mobile. The worst part is it makes my heart and energy real bad. I am sorry to bother you again, i readt the book and it clicked and i understand how pain can work. But losing faith this is my cause after treating my body so badly for years through the pain. I have a job application for computer work tomorrow but how can i go there when im so messed up. Kind regards, Mark. This is an email ive sent to some one, i have a hard time today..