The days are becoming more and more interesting, and more and more up and down. Yesterday, again for a couple of hours I felt essentially zero pain but my anxiety/depressive thinking was through the roof. The time I didn't feel pain I was laughing and having a fantastic time with a girl I've started to spend time with. Last night and today? Pain pain pain. All over. I have this inexplicable feeling inside of me that I'm on the cusp of something really awesome/terrifying. Can anybody relate to this? My mind definitely seems to be desperate to obsess, and when I don't give it the satisfaction, it hits the road...eventually. Even today with the increased pain, I'm definitely thinking about it, but I don't necessarily think I'm obsessing.