karikari
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Hi all,
I'm going to try and keep this short, sweet and honest. I guess I'm looking for that quick miracle cure and I haven't even read the book completely....Guess I'm avoiding it because I don't want to believe in TMS way or maybe I doubt it will work. What I do know is that I always seem to be focusing on.something physical....I remember stomach stuff, then pyriformis syndrome and now RSI/Thoriac Outlet Syndrome. I don't want to believe anything is wrong with me....So I dip in and out of the books and forums....But I've come to the conclusion this will always bug me....So I need to tackle this stuff head on now. Literally I'm driving my husband mad with my incessant questions about health. I might as well be a parrot!
When I was younger (20s)..Life was a breeze....No physical issues....Then one week I was crazy ill with some kind of stomach upset....It really freaked me out....As I'd never had anything happen to me before...I couldn't believe it....It's like I'd suddenly realised I was human. I was scared and fearfull of living and I guess in a way that has always been with me....The fact anything could happen at any time
Since then I seem to I constantly focus on physical things.....And if I'm not....I'm expecting that something will crop up. At the moment I'm dealing with plantir flantis with RSI/Thoriac Outlet Syndrome. I keep umming and ooing whether I really even have this.....Have I caused this by using the mobile phone too much.... Its a pretty cramped position....I can use it for hours....Not healthy I think. Many forearms ache and pinky and ring finger every now and then. Mostly on right side but sometimes on left as well.I had a neck x-ray....Everything was fine. Physio couldn't find anything wrong....Nothing nerve related...Said it could be RSI or thoracic outlet syndrome....and yet I feel I want to go further and do more tests....It's almost like I want people to find something wrong....Or I'm worried they will....I can't accept there is nothing wrong.
I think I'm a bit of perfectionist. I definitely hold things in slot....Living with my in-laws was stressful, my dad was abusive and I remember bottling stuff up, my mum is pretty critical and I don't always have the best relationship with her. Sometimes I put myself first over my kids and husband...me and my physical issues....I've got a few grudges that ive got against my sister in law and hubs aunt....It's like they have let go....But I can't properly....I've tried...And thought I've done it....Expecting all the physical stuff to go in a day. Can you tell I'm one of those people that doesn't want any physical issues and a quick solution.
So my question to you all is what are my next steps....I guess the first one should definitely be read the book. I have the book Steve O wrote and Healing Back Pain by Sarno.
Never thought I'd be asking for help....But sometimes you need it.
By the way I have noticed that if one thing goes then another replaces it...The hand thing is winning over the foot thing at the moment..
Many thanks,
Kris
I'm going to try and keep this short, sweet and honest. I guess I'm looking for that quick miracle cure and I haven't even read the book completely....Guess I'm avoiding it because I don't want to believe in TMS way or maybe I doubt it will work. What I do know is that I always seem to be focusing on.something physical....I remember stomach stuff, then pyriformis syndrome and now RSI/Thoriac Outlet Syndrome. I don't want to believe anything is wrong with me....So I dip in and out of the books and forums....But I've come to the conclusion this will always bug me....So I need to tackle this stuff head on now. Literally I'm driving my husband mad with my incessant questions about health. I might as well be a parrot!
When I was younger (20s)..Life was a breeze....No physical issues....Then one week I was crazy ill with some kind of stomach upset....It really freaked me out....As I'd never had anything happen to me before...I couldn't believe it....It's like I'd suddenly realised I was human. I was scared and fearfull of living and I guess in a way that has always been with me....The fact anything could happen at any time
Since then I seem to I constantly focus on physical things.....And if I'm not....I'm expecting that something will crop up. At the moment I'm dealing with plantir flantis with RSI/Thoriac Outlet Syndrome. I keep umming and ooing whether I really even have this.....Have I caused this by using the mobile phone too much.... Its a pretty cramped position....I can use it for hours....Not healthy I think. Many forearms ache and pinky and ring finger every now and then. Mostly on right side but sometimes on left as well.I had a neck x-ray....Everything was fine. Physio couldn't find anything wrong....Nothing nerve related...Said it could be RSI or thoracic outlet syndrome....and yet I feel I want to go further and do more tests....It's almost like I want people to find something wrong....Or I'm worried they will....I can't accept there is nothing wrong.
I think I'm a bit of perfectionist. I definitely hold things in slot....Living with my in-laws was stressful, my dad was abusive and I remember bottling stuff up, my mum is pretty critical and I don't always have the best relationship with her. Sometimes I put myself first over my kids and husband...me and my physical issues....I've got a few grudges that ive got against my sister in law and hubs aunt....It's like they have let go....But I can't properly....I've tried...And thought I've done it....Expecting all the physical stuff to go in a day. Can you tell I'm one of those people that doesn't want any physical issues and a quick solution.
So my question to you all is what are my next steps....I guess the first one should definitely be read the book. I have the book Steve O wrote and Healing Back Pain by Sarno.
Never thought I'd be asking for help....But sometimes you need it.
By the way I have noticed that if one thing goes then another replaces it...The hand thing is winning over the foot thing at the moment..
Many thanks,
Kris
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