Think about Jesus in the Garden, the last night of his life.
We are often taught he was there in obedience, but I do not think that was it at all. He was there to seek and bask in ultimate peace. The expectation was that he would be obedient, and that the entire outcome of humanity depended on him. And that night, he had to instill peace and courage in his disciples. What a heavy load of responsibility and expectation and everything was truly out of his control. I think that no matter what your belief is, this really shows the ultimate peace-like state. I can imagine that it took a lot of inner work to counteract the “what if I fuck up” thoughts he had through his life, especially if he had some understanding of his destiny.
