Hello all This month marks my 7 th year of tms pain with not much resolve in pain . The bright spots is that i am finally free from a bad marriage ...a demise of a 25 year family business that cause me nothing but stress. Looking at the bright side got a fantastic job have a great girl friend and a great home I share with my children . Though my main support system my brother moved to California to restart his life and a big loss to me . I know that he will always be there for me. I am looking towards a brighter future though I had to go on a antidepressant and a benzo to control my anxiety which put me in the hospital twice in the last 5 months . I stopped all the added pressure of journaling meditation reading of more tms books which did just had pressure and no relief . I am thankful for what I have and what's coming.