Recent content by newarrior

I do meditate I do see a therapist I do see a psychiatrist I try to get a lot of support from friends and doctors I go to the sauna I live a pretty easy life in Thailand I don't work I don't have to go to school I've got plenty of money in the back I don't have to have a car life is pretty easy...

I've been following TMS and John Sarno in reading his books and documents since January of 2005

I'm not sure about the original poster but myself I'm in a terrifying situation I just had my heart valve replaced 9 months ago I've got three zero 30 years of hearing loss from loud noise and tinnitus. I live in a foreign country my family is dead I'm never married I've got a girlfriend but I'm...

I am in the same boat--no replies ?

Not bold. Someone judging me when they know nothing about me. I was not asking for advice. Just feedback/thoughts

I left the USA alone at age 54 to move to Asia. How is that confining?. I create community here in Bangkok, Thailand.

You know nothing about me. I have a rich life in Asia. I just reported your comment to the administrators. I have a rich full life in Asia. You know nothing about me. I have been to 20 countries on 3 continents and moved to back an actor in Hollywood when I was 43. I have traveled out of...

Thanks Adam ! Reply saved !

I have read her since 1996; I live in Thailand since 2017 and study Buddhism and meditate daily)

I do give myself credit for my resiliance (moving overseas at age 54, moving to Hollywood to be an actor at age 43, being single most of my life) etc etc but I am worn out

My heart valve was caused by high LPA

Cut off from people means my disabilities limit my ability connect with others I do journal, see a therapist, take anti depressants

I have no family. They are all dead. There was only 5 us. I am never married no kids. Right now my safest choice is to stay in Thailand I am planning to pay professionals to take care of me as I age; easier in Thailand I hope to make another scouting trip to the USA

I am 63, single, live alone, facing future heart surgeries, live overseas, no living family terrified to go into old age alone wonder how I will care for myself and being increasingly cut off from people By the way I recovered well from heart valve replacement which was just 8 months ago I...

Many of my health challenges have had structural abnormalities Hearing loss/tinnitus Benign Prostate Hypertrophy Cataracts Heart valve disease (just got an artificial heart valve last year) Arthritis-I was diagnosed with arthritis in all my fingers and toes in 2020--now my knees also show...