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    Week 0 Welcome to the Subforum for the Structured Educational Program

    Day 16- I have told several people about TMS and my specific symptoms and how quickly my main symptom (bladder) went away but how other symptoms have flared up. They have had mediocre responses. They think it's a great idea for me and are happy it's working for me, but they don't see that they...
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    Day 10-Afraid of expressing emotions

    I still repress my emotions in front of my mother. As a child, she would yell at me when I cried or fought with my sisters or brother. Sometimes she would even physically abuse me. I mostly remember her slapping, grabbing/jerking, or spanking me. I think the worst damage was her somehow "making"...
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    Day 1 Hello I am new

    @Joanne39 Keep at it! You have been through a lot, and you have been taught it's not okay to express how you feel about it. Now you can express it. I'm not saying it's easy because it's NOT, but you can do this!! Sending prayers!! ❤️
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    Day 19 - what makes me proud

    Good for you for facing what can be really scary-shame of family past! And it's awesome that you have made the cautious choice not to repeat the pattern with your husband and children. Prayers and good vibes to you! -Martha
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    Morning thoughts

    I don't think it's wrong to vent. It may even help to get your feelings out. My doctor would tell me to stop and think about where I feel it in my body and how that changes as my emotions change. :) Hang in there!
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    Week 0 Welcome to the Subforum for the Structured Educational Program

    Forums>Structured Educational Program> Day 8-I am watching some symptoms (bladder, dizziness) improve significantly, while others (headaches, itching, tingling) come and go with my emotions. I've been proud of myself, though, that I'm actually allowing myself to FEEL and EXPRESS anger and sadness.
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    Day 8

    I am watching some symptoms (bladder, dizziness) improve significantly, while others (headaches, itching, tingling) come and go with my emotions. I've been proud of myself, though, that I'm actually allowing myself to FEEL and EXPRESS anger and sadness.
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    Day 6

    I did the meditation exercise, and I had trouble staying still and concentrating on my body and breath, but when I finished, I realized that the headache that came up while I was journaling on a past traumatic event had gone away!
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    Week 0 Welcome to the Subforum for the Structured Educational Program

    Day 3-The last time I exercised- I jogged at the gym yesterday. I just started back, so I'm taking it more slowly than I was a few months ago, but I still feel energized and upbeat.
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    Week 0 Welcome to the Subforum for the Structured Educational Program

    I was seeing a PCP who was really into MBS/TMS, and he helped me work through a lot of symptoms, so I'm already convinced I have TMS. I was dealing with all-over body aches and fatigue, specifically back pain, and had been diagnosed with migraines and fibromyalgia but treated unsuccessfully...
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