Recent content by joe

thanks for this note, i will take some time and watch this, i have heard of the caretakr syndrome before but did not thin to apply it to my self, i think i may have started it after my dad died, and my mom tried leaving once because my brothers and i were fighting, it was too much for her, i...

day 8 post, i read the posting and found as she said th readngs to literally leap off f the page, i see all of my pains in the writing, the way it moves, pops up goes away and resurfaces, or lingers in particular arreas until i figure out what is bothering me, or move away from the...

thanks Lori for the note, i am not sure i every really did grieve, i think i spent more time trying to b the tough guy, the dependable guy, like the comic book hero, who keeps on going, doing his best even in the face of death, y dad died when i was 14, comics were a past time, i read a lot, and...

thanks for the note, i think i will do that, in the last three days i have lost 70 percent of my pain in my 'sitting area' but reactivated some older symptoms, my pushing down or for me choking my anger lead to acid reflux, which came back as soon as my leg pain died away when i admited i was...

its my only alone time other wise it work, wife or daughter, my wife has been sick with cancer twice and is now retired, my daughter lives with us in an apartment i built for her in the basement. I like the run, the sweating the mindlessness of a good work out, i sometimes cut them short, i will...

day three question to ponder notes even though i do experience pain every day i still go to work out ..usually 3 to 4 times a week, i run, recumbant bike and do weights, its my me time. my pain usually diminishes, or disappears when i work out. it used to be in the last year i could not work...

day 1 i think i have been looking for this site for ten years now i have tms and will be better soon i am a perfectionist, i am a people pleaser and i have a mind that wont stop thinking, i have always thought my pain was due to stress, now to fix that i work out, and will be pain free