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    Tms and parenting

    Thanks so much for the long thoughtful and encouraging reply, @Baseball65 . How right you are about all the new 'stuff' out there to have / do in order to be a better parent / give your kids a better childhood. I lol'd at your description of your childhood about digging holes and chewing on...
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    Tms and parenting

    Hey all, The main symptom I'm struggling with is chronic insomnia. I'm at the point where I can hardly move around in my days without feeling like I am going to fall over- which certainly makes staying home and caring for my 17-month-old very difficult. The irony is that I know this symptom...
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    Insomnia. Losing Hope.

    Alan thank you so much for responding, I appreciate it so much. I will have to check out midnite...I have tried quite some heavy-duty stuff these past few months with mixed luck, but I'm always open to trying something new and at this point would prefer something more natural because withdrawal...
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    Insomnia. Losing Hope.

    Thank you both for your replies! I haven't found much on insomnia here and I can easily feel pretty alone with this particular symptom.....but the greater issue is certainly anxiety and how I respond to things that overwhelm me (like becoming a mom), so shifting my focus to anxiety makes sense...
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    Insomnia. Losing Hope.

    Hey all, Really starting to lose hope after 6 months of chronic insomnia. I've had bouts of it in the past before, but never lasting this long... It ended before when I got really "intense" about outcome independence. I ignored it to the best of my ability, recognizing full-well that it was a...
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    Pregnancy or Piriformis TMS?

    Hi Jan, thank you for responding, I really appreciate it! And thank you also for the congratulations! I completely agree that my primitive brain is reacting very intensely right now in response to this pain. My doctor said what I pretty much assumed she would: that baby's head must be pressing...
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    Pregnancy or Piriformis TMS?

    Hi all, So I'm nearly 36 weeks pregnant with my first baby. I've had a super healthy pregnancy up until this point and have been able to continue all my normal activities, including weight lifting, pilates, cardio etc. while modifying as necessary and feeling great. A few days ago I felt a...
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    Fearing the Fear

    Hi Marcia! Thank you for the reply. I like that idea, esp considering gratitude and acknowledging the positive amidst suffering has been something I have struggled with a lot. Need / want to incorporate it more, and I appreciate this "small-scale" approach, thanks!
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    How to stop self critical thinking?

    Think this is fascinating and brilliant; def will be trying. Thanks again, Andy!
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    Fearing the Fear

    Andy, That's awesome- will absolutely check out and/or pm with questions, thank you!!!!
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    Fearing the Fear

    Hey Andy! Thank you SO V MUCH for your kind, encouraging response- I was really reaching out for such, so it meant a lot to read your reply. Have been feeling a little crazy with all the 'fear of the fear' stuff so it was a relief to know I am not the only one who has experienced that, lol...
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    Fearing the Fear

    Hey guys, Noticed recently how I have been starting to 'fear my fear.' Been fearing my symptom and its existence less, but when fear about it does come up I get fearful over feeling the fear. Think this is cropping up because I have gotten better at not fearing the acne as much- even going...
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