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    I got a job!!!

    Congratulations!
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    55th verse Tao Te Ching

    Thoughts on smoking marijuana for TMS? I haven't smoked in forever. Then I did on Saturday night and I tell you what....it sure helped with saying "fuck TMS". Just a thought.
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    Signs of TMS!

    Agreed about anger and bedtime but sometimes it just comes up. In fact I've been having really "angry" dreams lately and I've woken up with knots in my back. I journal earlier in the day but sometimes the mind dumps its contents without warning. I don't want to be so super controlled that I...
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    55th verse Tao Te Ching

    55th Verse He who is in harmony with the Tao Is like a newborn child. Deadly insects will not sting him. Wild beasts will not attack him. Birds of prey will not strike him. Bones are weak, muscles are soft, Yet his grasp is firm. He has not experienced the union of man and woman, But is...
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    Signs of TMS!

    The past few days I've had pain with sitting. I went to a friends for dinner and didn't really notice any pain with sitting while at her house. Woke up with a throbbing sensation in my right shoulder/mid back area. I haven't done a single thing to cause muscle pain there...was thinking about...
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    Worse for Now, feel alone.

    I've had a setback myself. If you had success with your pain fading before it will again! Maybe the work pressure that you dealing with is increasing your symptoms? I know that situational things increase my pain. Ive read on these forums and in several books that questioning your symptoms (i do...
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    In a weird place

    I wanted to reply quickly before leaving for work! Thank you all for the thoughts and links. I have decided to re-embrace TMS. Forest-I appreciate your comments and there's no need to feel that you took it too far. I'm OK. I needed to read these things. I do not yet fully believe I have TMS. I...
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    In a weird place

    Dark hallway of shit! Yep. That's it. But shit is a great fertilizer no?
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    In a weird place

    Hi Marcia, I want to thank you for sharing your depression and your ongoing pain. While I dislike that you're in pain there is something much more real about your reply that speaks to me. Sometimes I get tired of hearing cheery advice and "chin up" type cliches. It really makes me frustrated...
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    In a weird place

    So I finished the SEP and as of last Wednesday have had much higher levels of pain. I did some pretty intense stretches that make me think I irritated the nerves in my back? Does TMS get irritated by stretches? I am deeply doubting TMS right now. I am very depressed. I can't seem to get to a...
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    Need Reassurance from Pain-Free People

    This is exactly how I feel too. You are not alone.
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    Really upset

    Having a good cry. I feel better having quit the job. I have a full time job as well. Having extra money isn't that damn important. Can you please describe your "burst"? I need confirmation that this isn't something that does needs a doctors care. Thank you.
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