GUY

Hello everybody and thank you for being out there!
I have had a ton of symptoms over the past years and still have a few remaining.
To give you an idea:
back pain
buzzing hands
buzzing feet
buzzing teeth
hand stiffness
foot stiffness
feeling of fingers and toes being swollen when no visible swelling is there
pain on balls of feet
heel pain
hip pain
arm pain
elbow pain
finger pain
toe pain
muscle twitching
achilles tendon pain
anxiety
peeling feet and hands(identified as eczema)
nail dystrophy pain and itching(pitting, bumps,splitting etc).again identified as eczema.



I have been to a few Rheumatologists,dermatologists,orthopedists,psychiatrists.
All have been ruled out and have done excessive multiple testing.(mris,xrays,blood work)
One band for lyme disease came back positive but only one.According to the cdc I am healthy.
I have read here of people with a "chronic lyme" diagnosis overcame their symptoms with TMS work.

I have been to a TMS specialist that confirmed TMS.

My fear is that of some illnesses like psoriatic arthritis that does not have a definitive test.
I have nail pitting that is a characteristic of this illness but also is a characteristic of eczema.
I cannot bring myself to truly believe and feel the diagnosis of eczema.
I was a normal guy that was extremely active but now I am depressed ,constantly crying and overwhelmed by enormous fear.It has been 2 years since the big break out of all this and still can't get the fear under control.Symptoms have been going on for about 4-5 years but 2 years ago was the big breakdown I experienced.
Currently a lot of my symptoms have diminished or are of less intensity.But some remain.
Problem is that I cannot get over the fear of psoriatic arthritis.
I have the feeling of impending doom.That all this is the beginning of a terrible illness etc.
I can't get my self to move forward.
Any help....ANY is greatly appreciated .


Thanks for being there!