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  1. Eugene

    Pain has spread

    Which tests are you having Balsa. I just spoke to my doctor today and am booked in for some blood tests tomorrow. All the standard blood test stuff for thyroid and whatever else they can do. I'm expecting TSH to still be out as my new efforts won't have had any impact yet, but hope rest is...
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    Pain has spread

    That is awesome that you wrote about your experiences. I will definitely check that out.
  3. Eugene

    Pain has spread

    Gosh you are right with the preoccupation! Like you with your swollen red knees I have been borderline obsessed with how my skin's quality and color has changed, and more veins than before and thinner skin too. Told you I was obsessed. It does seem like if one part of me starts to feel a bit...
  4. Eugene

    Pain has spread

    I can relate to what you are saying, although I already feel like it is impossible to unwind the mess I have got my body in, so I already figure it is impossible before even going in. So have you found that these things such as somatic meditation, EFT and TMS in general have helped you sort out...
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    Pain has spread

    I've tried so much do that TG, but it is such a battle. Like now it is my legs that are playing up. It is as though they have circulation issues due to me constantly tensing the muscles, particularly my glutes, and the muscles all seem so weak now. And then, as I mentioned in my reply above, I...
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    Pain has spread

    Very good point Hedger. When it all started things were not as good as they are now. In a period of seven years I'd lost both my parents, had a horrible legal battle, had my gallbladder removed after much excruciating pain (I can't help but think even that was stress related) and then this...
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    Pain has spread

    I've been trying to calm down for five years :-( I've read so much about TMS and I desperately have wanted to put everything down to it, but then my mind keeps analyzing it and convincing me it must be something else. And then even if it was TMS to start with, could it not be that the constant...
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    Pain has spread

    All about the pain and the anxiety and depression it brings. The rest of my life is great and that makes it worse. It is like showing me how good things turned out but then putting me in pain so I can't enjoy it.
  9. Eugene

    Pain has spread

    I've suffered now for over 5 years. It started in the groin, but then spread to the right side (like the hip flexor), then the muscles in my butt and legs seem to have weakened and now I have sciatic pain and leg pain. It seems to have spread. Argh!!!!!! My mind flips between it having a...
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    Alan Gordon New Pain Recovery Podcast

    Love this podcast and love Alan's lovely style. Listening to his voice seems to make me feel slightly better every time. I wish there were a lot more episodes. It seems to be quite erratic with gaps between episodes. Each episode is gold in its own right, I just wish it was more regular as I...
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    New journal writing tool

    Hi All, My friend has released the beta version of their Writing Therapy site, which includes an excellent online journal writing tool. You can sign-up here: https://writing-therapy.com (Writing Therapy) There are lots more tools to be added, and as someone who suffers from TMS I'm excited...
  12. Eugene

    Are my suicidal thoughts TMS related?

    I know these thoughts relate to the pain, as my ongoing discomfort over 4 years makes me question whether life is worth living like this. If it wasn't for my wife and kids I think I'd have called it a day by now. If I didn't have the discomfort day-after-freakin-day I know I wouldn't have these...
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