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    Small Fiber Neuropathy

    While I didn't say a lifetime of pain - you are very perceptive. I definitely have doubts and I acknowledge them - they are clearly an obstacle to recovery. I have been able to see improvement in all my other symptoms but the neuropathy has been difficult. Almost all of my times without pain...
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    Small Fiber Neuropathy

    Hi just wondered how you are doing. I too have all the symptoms of Small Fibre Neuropathy but cannot get a diagnoses. I've had two skin biopsys that are clear MRI which is clear. Blood tests clear. Mine also goes away when I lay down. Sounds familiar to you. I was diagnosed with neuropathy 15...
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    The Futility of Hypervigilance

    Thanks for your thoughts and support. I will view more of your videos. I am trying to focus on the times where I don't have pain to get my brain to see that its not all doom and gloom.
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    The Futility of Hypervigilance

    I saw some of your other videos and I think that you have great insights. I watched the video on taming the fear and on dealing with vulnerability. I particularly like your approach to fear but I'm not sure how to bring it down to its smallest element. Part of the problem is that the fear of...
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    The Futility of Hypervigilance

    I found myself nodding a lot in your video - you hit the nail on the head with me. I am suffering from peripheral neuropathy for 6 months - numbness, pain and burning in feet - especially when I am on my feet. I also have a "pinched nerve" in my back and neck for a little longer but most of...
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    New Program Day 21: Paving Your Own Path

    Alan, Thanks for this program as well as your other Recovery Program. I have been working with my therapist to get in touch with my emotions and use tools from your programs every day. Thank you so much for your support and guidance - I know the best thing is to keep working at recovery so I...
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    New Program Day 11: Pain Reprocessing

    Have had a number of back pains but never hips thank god. I don't like the foot pain because most things I like require me to be on my feet. So far today was a good day - walked for 40 minutes and then walked again locally - had lunch with my wife and kids at a restaurant - there were...
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    New Program Day 11: Pain Reprocessing

    I have also had TMS for years. Most of the time I have been able to work my way out of it. These symptoms have been with me for 6 months and while my back and neck are much better, my neuropathy keeps hanging on. The biggest problem is that I am rarely pain free with my feet. I manage to...
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    New Program Day 11: Pain Reprocessing

    I think that one of the most frustrating things about TMS is inconsistency. Yesterday was a really good day for me - had lunch with my sons and went for a 6 mile bike ride. Most of my symptoms were fine and my biggest problem, neuropathy was manageable. I have been taking Ambien at night for...
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    Day 9 - symptoms keep getting worse after journaling - need feedback

    I stopped the SEP but went over some of the issues with my therapist (he is not a TMS therapist but is very understanding). Interestingly my symptoms and were not anywhere as bad with him. I continue the daily program and reread Alan's Recovery program each day. Today I started a new idea...
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    Day 9 - symptoms much worse - need feedback

    I stopped the SEP but went over some of the issues with my therapist (he is not a TMS therapist but is very understanding). Interestingly my symptoms and were not anywhere as bad with him. I continue the daily program and reread Alan's Recovery program each day. Today I started a new idea...
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    New Program Day 14: Fostering Empowerment

    Today was one of the days that I powered thru. I decided that the SEP was not the right approach for me and to go back to what I learned from many years of dealing with TMS. I tell myself that the pain is just my unconscious mind reacting the way it always has for 66 years. I've had "pinched...
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    Day 9 - symptoms keep getting worse after journaling - need feedback

    I realize that I am more in line with Steve. I know where my pains comes from. I need to stop obsessing and get back to living. It's interesting that when I gave myself permission to just observe the pain and not do the SEP a number of symptoms cleared up. For me the emotional toll and my...
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    Day 9 - symptoms keep getting worse after journaling - need feedback

    Thanks for your thoughts. I have been dealing with TMS for many years - went to TMS doctor in 2009 and again in 2013. I have successfully gotten rid of pain before without the intensity of the SEP. I think for me digging too deep is too emotional and too painful. I am going to focus on the...
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    Day 9 - symptoms much worse - need feedback

    Thanks for your thoughts. I have been dealing with TMS for many years - went to TMS doctor in 2009 and again in 2013. I have successfully gotten rid of pain before without the intensity of the SEP. I think for me digging too deep is too emotional and too painful. I am going to focus on the...
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